The problem with a course like what I'm doing, that involves so much writing ALL the time, is that the idea of coming back to your room, to write about what you've been writing about all day is a little depressing..
I love this blog, but of late, I've found myself wondering what on earth I'm going to write about!
I mean, class progresses as usual, I'm meeting the same people everyday, the assignments are piling up, and though it's a subject close to my heart, there's only so much I can talk about food!
Beyond the obvious writer's block I'm facing, I'm also just so tired! You don't understand it! I work from 8.30 to 8.30.... six days a week.. and I walk so much... and horrifyingly, I'm getting used to it! But by the end of the day, all I have left in me is some mindless facebook time and a few telephone conversations.. and god forbid anyone asks me to sound intelligent.
But now that I'm writing this, I suppose I should carry on to what's happening in my life.
I'm sitting here, bathed (having managed to catch the hot water by some twist of fate), in my pajamas, waiting in earnest for what's bound to be an awful dinner. My day has been good.
Life is looking up with my trip home almost within touching distance. Anyone acqainted with me for over a year has been witness to the greedy, birthday crazy beast I become one month before the fact.. alas, this year, other than short bursts of manic joy, the beast lies in exhausted slumber... at least till some more time has passed. But I've spent a lot of time wondering what I want.. and I want food.. Good food.. and a massage.. a long one, not those shady three minute ones that just let you know what you're missing.. I want hot water available 24 hrs a day... I want to wear a dress that shows off my legs..so I remember what they look like.... I want to have tea brewed on the stove.......
The list may seem long, but my wants are simple..... so please.. please, someone give me a massage...!
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