My life has taken another twist, and this time for the better. I am constantly surprised how your life can change in the most subtle of ways over night and still make you feel like a completely different person in the morning.
The last few weeks, I have been riding a roller coaster of emotions (obviously all hinging on a man) from excitement, happiness, affection, sadness, anger, irritation, embarrassment and humiliation, till finally it all came crashing down two days ago. Needless to say, it reached its crescendo with fit of rage befitting the whole sordid episode. After which, I shed the few requisite tears, shook my fist at the heavens, went to bed, and woke up feeling strangely cleansed. With a feeling of accomplishment, like you do when you find yourself endlessly muddling through something, and suddenly you find yourself on the other side and its all behind you... and the future stretches brightly before you.
Riding this wave I went out last night with two dear friends, and came to the conclusion that while mans best friend may be a dog, a woman's is definitely her girl friends. We spent the night guy bashing, drinking, dancing, gossiping and indulging in some harmless flirtation. It was one of the most fun and least complicated evenings I have had in the longest of times.
Tonight, is yet another night of catching up with old friends, and nothing more. I can't wait. I do believe I have had enough over whelming emotion to last me the next six months.
Could the drama queen in me be dying??!!....Goodness gracious, great balls of fire!
I think the whole of 2010 has been one big roller coaster ride for you. Im sure you cant wait for it to end (but partly cause you'll be back in mumbai when it does!)
ReplyDeletehaha, I swear 2010 has been eventful if nothing else.. with break ups, relocating, job hunting... We'll need to toast to the end, and the survival of a god awful year at midnight..and it will be like completing a circle, being bac in mumbai at the end of it all..:)
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