My Criticism Of Me

I was reading my last few posts and I ve come to the conclusion that I seem to be taking life too seriously.
Yes, I don't have to be there to know that most you are falling out of your chairs in shock and picking your jaws off the floor, so let me clarify. I mean in my blog posts.
Reading back on some of them they seem so tediously philosophical, so deep, so....pious.
I tell you, sometimes I have no patience, even for myself!
I also think that I must be the only person who has ever written a blog post, criticizing their own blog!! But that's precisely what I intend to do.

I mean, come on, I'm only twenty three. Surely I have something to write about other than my endless journey of self dicovery and my road to Nirvana.
Where's the fun and the parties and the laughter??? Where are my posts of last nights faux pas, gossip and secrets??? I AM still young right???
There is also some disparity between my accounting of myself in my posts and the real me. I have taken to potraying myself as having crossed this mile stone in my life where I have settled down and learnt when enough is enough.
The truth is, that's still touch and go. For every night that I say enough is enough, there's another night that I say 'why not'.. and actually, if you think about it.. Why Not????
Why not go out and get pasted every once in a while??
Why not go out and blow up more money than you should once in a while???
Why not have a few too many shots, get up on the bar, dance till you drop and even get into a fight, scream, shout and burst into tears??
Do we want to be dignified ALL the time?? I don't. I don't think I could if I spent the rest of my life trying.

So lets see what happens from here. But I think from now on, we'll add a little more fun to this blog. I would hate to say I bore my readers. And worse, I would hate to say I bore myself!!