Now this is usually a problem for me only when it comes to men. Everything else has only a certain number of conditions that are usually met through hard work and persistence.
However, unfortunately, hard work and persistence don't seem to really produce the desired results where men are concerned, due to annoying factors like stubbornness, a conscience, and worst of all, a mind of their own.
This whole thing that men only think with their umm, staff, is all bull.. there are quite a few of them who don't. Whatever happened to just satisfying good old curiosity anyway?? :)
Before I come off sounding completely sex starved, I must clarify.. Its not that I've been living a nun like existence and I'm ready to start climbing the walls (though Im sure there are a few people who wished that was in fact the case, like my father), but if I were to be completely and brutally honest with myself, it all boils down to ego.
My ego is so huge, that I cannot fathom not getting a guy I want, and it drives me to distraction that no amount of flirting, plain speech, batting my eye lashes and short skirts do the trick. For me, flirting and flings are a game (relationships I take much more seriously), and I always win.. that's just the way it's been..:)
And while I can concede defeat where necessary, I have no intention of changing a thing..I guess I do have a competitive side after all.
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